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A MAN WITH A KAFKA IN HIS HAND

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My friend came running and told me that one of the greatest directors of tamil cinema has arrived for our college symposium. I was shocked because I am his greatest fan and I like all his films. We both were super excited and we entered the symposium with butterflies flying inside our stomach.  There were a lot of students from different states of India representing their colleges.  It was overcrowded yet the young crowd had a positive vibe to spread. As it was a symposium all nook and cranny of the place had different activities. We both went inside the hall where the inauguration took place and the guest speakers were taking over the dias to deliver the usual boring speeches. We both waited for that favorite person of us to hold the mic. We both were the only Tamil students in our class and the director was the only guest with a Tamil background and we both were waiting for him to talk in Tamil.  I never knew why I was tensed but my heart started pumping blood in ...

Alexithymia - A letter of emotions to my love on this first day of 2019

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Another 365 days have passed... Most of it in pain and tears.... And then you came as an unexpected warmth to melt my frozen heart in the month of October... You came as a fortunate stroke  of serendipity in my life... The 86 days of 2018 were the happiest days in my life... You know the reason.. Because you were a part of it... I wish in 2019 all the 365 days to be with you.... I know it's not practically possible but still my heart refuses to understand the reality...  When I saw you for the first time...I was afraid to meet you.... When I met you I was afraid to talk to you... When I talked to you I was afraid to be close with you... When I became close to you I was afraid to kiss you... When I kissed you I was afraid to love you... And now I love you but I am afraid that I will lose you.....  I love you so much...  I love how you hold me.... I love how you tell me I am beautiful... I love how you look at me when I say something stupid....  I l...