Alexithymia - A letter of emotions to my love on this first day of 2019
Another 365 days have passed... Most of it in pain and tears.... And then you came as an unexpected warmth to melt my frozen heart in the month of October... You came as a fortunate stroke of serendipity in my life... The 86 days of 2018 were the happiest days in my life... You know the reason.. Because you were a part of it... I wish in 2019 all the 365 days to be with you.... I know it's not practically possible but still my heart refuses to understand the reality... When I saw you for the first time...I was afraid to meet you.... When I met you I was afraid to talk to you... When I talked to you I was afraid to be close with you... When I became close to you I was afraid to kiss you... When I kissed you I was afraid to love you... And now I love you but I am afraid that I will lose you..... I love you so much... I love how you hold me.... I love how you tell me I am beautiful... I love how you look at me when I say something stupid.... I l...