My Life after CANCER
I have been writing this for a long time now, but I don't know how my loved ones and everyone around me would react to this. I have been having this in my mind for around 6 months now and I did not know how to handle it. My best way always was to write it down and here I am doing it finally. This is not to hurt anyone or to portray negativity. This is to tell you guys how I feel and also to make you know that I am not positive always. During chemotherapy everyday someone would tell me.. "this will be over soon and you will be back to normal" I believed it at that time.. But it did not happen.. and my life is not normal again and I understand it will never be normal again.. My close people told me.. We would celebrate after I win over cancer.. But even after my chemotherapy is over.. even after my scan reports are clear.. I am not ready to celebrate as I am still fighting cancer.. And you know what is the worst part.. Even now the blame game continues.. When I was diagno...