My first Osculation

It has been 3 years by now..
But still I remember every part of that moment as if it was just yesterday..
You can guess why.. 🙈 Because it was my first such experience and God has took 17 complete years to design it for me...

It was a hot Sunday...
Rather a sultry day...

That was my first ride with him to Mahabalipuram that we had planned for months...

But God played a game here...
I had to cancel it in the middle and return back...

Yet the half journey was the most fantastic journey of my life...

When we returned back he stopped the car on an empty road and asked me to spend atleast five minutes for him...

I could sense his idea which he has already framed in his mind..
I gave him a humble nod with the least smile....

I didn't want to show my face that has started blushing by now, because he will know that I was waiting for the same to happen...

The AC was on in the car but still I started sweating...I could hear my heart pumping blood..
Not only mine... I could hear his heart beat too...

There was complete silence inside the car... He didn't utter a word, it was only our heart sounds that was heard continuously...

I was looking into my phone just to give him some time to relax, I know he was tensed...

I could feel him coming close to me... I didn't want to look at him, I know that will disturb him for sure...

I have already closed my eyes... My first kiss was just seconds far and I have started sweating a lot...

The worst part was... Shit... It was really irritating...😡

I don't know whether this happens for all girls but it did for me... My lips dried up and I had to wet them often... I knew his eyes were staring at my lips by now but I wanted him to feel my soft lips not my dried ones...

He was too close to me now... I could feel his hot breath on my skin...

I wanted to look into his eyes to feel his love completely... I looked up into his eyes... It was too late I had to close it immediately, because his warm lips were on mine already...

After that I could feel nothing not even my heartbeat for some seconds, it was like the whole world has stopped for me... He felt the same...

Wished it lasted for some more time... But a call from my mother broke the silence and our kiss too was broken...

Those few seconds where something worth remembering for my entire lifetime...

Most of us don't marry our first love... For most of us, first love is a tragedy... But our first kiss is always the best kiss...❤❤❤

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